I haven’t been sleeping well this week and last night I woke up and finally decided to just get up since it felt like my alarm was about to go off any minute anyway.
It was 2:30 a.m.
So I stayed in bed feeling resentful to everything.
I’ve actually been getting up early every morning to exercise since next week is Thanksgiving and my little brother just told me that the family bought $300 worth of booze, and that booze isn’t going to drink itself. So when my alarm went off this morning I got up, even though I felt like shit, because I thought I should punish my body for not sleeping. Because that’s how resentful I am. I punish my own body. Ask me how it’s working out for me.